Day 162 in my inner ponderings as I make my way to Mickey
Today’s plan is to say, “YES.” Tonight Mike and I will go to visit with some very dear friends of ours. I love my “home time,” so I tend to say no to invitations. But not today. Today I say, “YES!” I think that I have refused invitations in the past because of fears. Fear of what the invitation will require: will I be up for this physically? Fear of spending time away from home; my controlled environment. Fear of having to “perform” or be the bubbly, happy, extroverted Donna: when in reality I am the controlling, reserved, shy, introverted Donna. (Even I can hardly stand how narcissistic this sounds!)
But today, I say, “YES!” Yes to visiting, Yes to life! And most of all, Yes to Jesus and what he would have this day be for me.
Meet you at the Kingdom!